As the US government is
taken over by Musk, Fascism solidifies and plans are carried out to
destroy government infrastructure and our world-class science as well as
undermine civil rights. Meanwhile I'm stuck inside, w/ a minor cold
(snow and low temperatures in Colorado). I'm trying to get an
application done for Denver University physics department by Saturday. I
didn't succeed with the CU Boulder application, which was
disappointing, though not so surprising. There are also some open
positions at Colorado School of Mines I may apply for. Of course, the
political changes make all of this a lot more uncertain.
Meanwhile,
I'm reading a lot about stochastic processes to go back to my PhD
thesis and try to give a clearer formulation of intrabeam scattering and
synchrotron radiation for spin depolarization in high energy electron
storage rings. I'm reading books and papers on stochastic differential
equations: white noise, Ito calculus, Wiener process, Fokker Planck
equation, etc.
I've also been trying to understand Jacob Barandes' "Stochastic Quantum Correspondence" https://arxiv.org/abs/2302.10778
It
gives a mapping between a quantum system with a Hilbert space,
Hamiltonian and unitary maps, and a general stochastic process with
transition probabilities. If the stochastic matrix factorizes at a given
time, then you get classical behavior, if not you get quantum behavior
(so-called divisible/indivisible processes). There are still
interpretational questions about what types of things are actually going
through this process, and Barandes is agnostic
on the ontology. Still, a lot of difficult questions, like measurement,
local causality, etc. are given easier, less murky explanations. I still
think there may be some connection to consciousness, but the discussion
is shifted and it feels more solvable. I'm appreciative of Barandes
bringing this question into a more fruitful and deep conversation with
philosophy.
Some additional commentary and possible critique on Barandes' work I've been trying to understand:
https://coexactly.github.io/blog/posts/stochastic-quantum/
Since
I don't have a job for now, I may as well try to dig deep in various
topics. Shoring up my understandings of stochastic processes and quantum
mechanics is something I've long wanted to do. Of course, the dangerous
developments of our government can take up a lot of my attention. I'm
trying to not let that take over.
I'm
hoping this material may help me with my research statement in my
application. They want someone to support a program on quantum materials
and information science, and this stuff, together with my experience
with synchrotron light sources, beamline modeling and machine learning
could make a strong application. I put a lot of time into the climate
science research statement for CU, but this material may be less of a
stretch for the committee, and maybe gives me a better chance to
succeed, even though I was excited to try to move ahead on the climate
science front.
Adiabatic Invariants
Physics and life fight it out. Grenoble. California. New York. Iowa. Colorado.
Monday, February 17, 2025
Electron beams, stochastic processes and quantum mechanics
Sunday, February 09, 2025
American Identity
Thursday, November 14, 2024
What kind of resistance for American Totalitarianism?
A lot of quotes by Hannah Arendt have been going around in my online circles in the last few days. (Here's some essays on Arendt by one of my favorite writers on technology criticism, Michael Sacasas: https://thefrailestthing.com/tag/hannah-arendt/)
Thursday, November 07, 2024
An awful election: reflections
Monday, July 29, 2024
More clarity on the limits of reductionism
Tuesday, June 25, 2024
Continuity between places
As I start to think about what I may do next, I come back to the idea that I don't want to leave behind what I've done, either work-wise or community-wise.
I heard about a job opening in Berkeley and I think about moving there. At the same time, I've been really appreciating and getting deeper into my cohousing community here in Colorado. And I appreciate my art studio and the developing community through that.
I guess if I did move back to the bay area, I'd probably look for cohousing there and for an art community there as well.
Sunday, June 23, 2024
Transitions
I'm watching the last season of Battlestar Galactica today. It feels like an appropriate story to accompany a difficult time in human history and a difficult in my life. The crew has to start over again so many times. Even though I was ready for a change, it doesn't mean it's easy. My transition after Grenoble was definitely difficult. That was 8 years, and now I've been through another close to 8 years. I put a lot into my work at RadiaSoft and it's not so clear whether much of it will continue on. Like my years in France, a long investment. I've looked for continuity in life and it's often been elusive.
The very nature of humanity is questioned again and again. And our relationship with technology is centered.
I'm worried about the upcoming election. Are people really confused enough to elect Donald Trump? And I'm worried about climate change. Will humanity find a way to come together to address this problem, or will we put our head in the sand?
I'm glad I'll have some time now to sit with all this before figuring out what to do next.